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touching	Customer Rating:
This book it truly touching. My first son was stillborn,reading this book brought back so many memories. If I had a quarter for ever time I stopped reading and thought "That is so true" Great book for anyone who has experienced losing a child or knows someone who has. Thank you Elizabeth McCracken.

Just What I Needed To Read

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I bought this to read over Thanksgiving weekend, and it was just the perfect book to have packed in my overnight bag. Not the perfect book for everyone, maybe- but my twin daughters were both stillborn in July of this year. Since they died, I often feel isolated, alone, angry, frustrated, and just plain sad (that's an understatement). It was so wonderful to read something that struck so close to home and echoed the emotions I feel on a daily basis. This Thanksgiving, I was very thankful to have this book to curl up with- it felt like a welcome hug from an old friend.

Excellent book

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I have also experienced a stillbirth and have read books on stillbirth and loss of child, but this is by far the most accurate in reflecting the myriad of thoughts, feelings and emotions that are "typical" at such a loss. The author was a writer prior to her tragic loss and that is apparent in the way she puts forth her experience. Not only is the content interesting and resonated with me personally, but it is a well written read that will be enjoyed by those who have not experienced loss either. There were many times in the book where she said things that just were so incredibly accurate in regards to grieving (among myself and those I have talked with who also experienced loss). I would highly recommend this book to everyone. We all need to be more comfortable with not only our own grief but those around us, especially in a unique loss like the loss of a baby prior to birth.

Amazing Book	Customer Rating:
As the mother of a stillborn son, I could not believe how well Elizabeth described so much of what I felt in that first year after my son died in labor. Thank-you Elizabeth for telling this story to help others understand.

Someone is Missing and It's a Happy Life

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This is the story of a very private and personal loss: the loss of Elizabeth McCracken's baby, stillborn, in the ninth month of what had been a fairly normal pregnancy. As an author, McCracken recognizes the healing powers of the written word and the need to put all of this down on paper. She has done a remarkable job. This is a poignant memoir told, not just with obvious sadness, but with a soft, healing humor as well. McCracken was in her mid-thirties, and a self-professed spinster, "a woman no one imagined marrying," when she met the writer Edward Carey. Life changed; they fell in love, moved in together, travelled and lived in various locations, pursuing jobs and fellowships. After a few years, they married. They were living in France, working on their respective books, when Elizabeth discovered that she was pregnant. All seemed fine until the end of the pregnancy when things suddenly went terribly wrong and Elizabeth had to go through the agony of delivering her stillborn son. For most of us, the pain and sadness described is unfathomable. McCracken tells us that after the baby they'd been calling Pudding dies, "what was killing was how nothing had changed. We'd been waiting to be transformed, and now here we were, back in our old life." It is difficult not to shed tears as this story unfolds. Joy and hope are such a huge part of any pregnancy; we see only the future. There is no emotional roadmap with which we come equipped to deal with such loss. Elizabeth shares the ways that she and her husband have come through with the love and support of their families and friends. "To know that other people were sad made Pudding more real," she writes. The story reminded me of Joan Didion's The Year of Magical Thinking. Both memoirs describe such a deep personal loss and to me, the absolute need to write the story. This memoir has the quality of a journal--it is just so personal. McCracken and her husband are now the parents of a second child, Gus, born one year and five days after Pudding. Gus, as McCracken points out, is not a "miracle baby" as some might say about "stories like ours," but "a nice everyday baby." Theirs is now a "happy life, and someone is missing." by Janet Caplan for Story Circle Book Reviews reviewing books by, for, and about women